So as I am sitting up at 12:48 am......... Johnny is already in bed, the dogs are out here with me. When all I can hear is the clock on the wall, a whistle from something outside that likes to go off every hour, and sometimes a neighbor. In my head there is so much I think about. I think about the condo that I want to buy , and everything that I would do to it. I already have every room designed in my head. I also think is it the best choice for us. I mean it has everything that I am looking for in a house, I even have a room I could potentially build a salon in! It is just a scary thing to do I guess. I can't even believe this out of the things I have done in my life is the most scary thing to me. I got married at 23. I have moved to unknown cities, a foreign country, I have skied the Swiss Alps on the Italian side. I have tried to talked to Italians when I barely know the language. For some reason though I get this feeling that this is the house for us! I hope that it all works out in the long run, and I will keep my fingers crossed that this house waits for us!
I also think about all the people I have known in the last year or two who have gotten pregnant, and had babies! I mean seriously everyone I know is getting knocked up! Now I can't even imagine my life without these babies in it! I can't believe how much joy they bring. One of my nephews Aiden, every time I would go over to my brother and sister in laws house and I would call his name he just smiles. He totally got to know who I was. He seemed happy every time I saw him! I was so sad saying goodbye. I was never really around babies all that much. I really didn't know how I would be with them. I surprised myself and felt this connection and deep love with the babies who are now part of my life forever! You know the first question people ask right when you get married is when are you going to have kids? Even though to them it doesn't sound rude what so ever, it possibly can be. Think about it. What if they can't get pregnant, they don't want to have kids, they want to adopt, or they really are on the fence about kids anyways. I think carrying a baby for nine months is such a miracle...... why do people take that away from the blessing of getting pregnant. Maybe the pressure is in their head already. They don't need extra stress. So the next time you think about asking a women, or a couple when are they going to start a family, maybe you should just take a second and think before you speak!
Hi everyone!!!!!!!!! I am so so so sorry I haven't been blogging lately! I was trying to redo this blog. I hope you all enjoy ! I haven't really been up to, to much lately! Last week was really nice! We had 3 new girls arrive here in Asiago! There was a super cup game for hockey last Wednesday. Asiago unfortunately lost the game. The first game of the season and home opener was last Saturday! Asiago won 4 to 1. We were also able to go out last Saturday which was soooooooooo much fun! Sunday we all met up at a place called the Mini Bar! It has a deck that we sat out on, and has an amazing view. Last week I did a 2 hour mountain walk. I always feel it the next day, but well worth it. On Tuesday Johnny, Sean, Anthony, and I went down the mountain to the mall, and to a really big grocery store . It's always a day event when you head down the mountain! Thursday Asiago had an away game in Vipiteno, which is a new team in the league. Asiago lost 5 to 6. Last night we just layed low. I made homemade Chicken pot pie for dinner.Anthony, and Jason Johnny's 2 teammates also joined us for dinner! As for today I went to the market this morning, worked on the blog, made Johnny pre game meal, and getting ready to take the dogs for a walk soon! Asiago has a home game tonight at 8:30 our time so 2:30 back home! I don't really know if we will go out tonight but we will see! Sunday we don't have plans yet. We were thinking about going somewhere, but nothing is set in stone! I hope you all are enjoying your weekend!I will be better at writing on the blog I promise! Anything that I am thinking I will be writing I promise! Any who enjoy the weekend!
Love Always ,Kayla
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